I believe it was also his way of telling me not to worry about the one regret I had with him… not getting to know him better. After meeting 7 years ago I said to myself “What an amazing guy – make sure you get to know him better.” But the current of life carried me along and although we’d see each other at parties and occasionally meet with a small group for lunch while he worked at Microsoft, we never grew beyond acquaintances. I remained an “Admirer From Afar” for his generosity, leadership, and wit. By sending me that message – he said “It’s okay – there’ll be another opportunity, but in the meantime… don’t screw it up with the folks still on Earth. Admire up close -before it’s too late.” Thanks Otto for that parting gift. You will be missed.

At another time in my life when I had experienced the loss of another great soul in my life someone had said that in time that “everything will be okay”. I thought not so, it’s never “okay” and you never really get over the loss of those we care about.

However, our souls are enriched for having had the privilege of knowing them and having experienced the essence of who they are and from that, I believe our character grows to greater heights. They become part of who “we” are. So, in many respects, we never really lose those dear to us they live on through us.

Thank you Otto for the brief time we had together, we all will miss you.
big cheese

You are a citizen of the world, in every sense of the word. I have ever met anyone who had a presence like yours – it is undeniable, unassailable and unforgettable. There is not a corner of this world that will be unaffected by your passing. Right now I am heartbroken and shaken to my core, but that much, I am sure of.

I will miss you brother Otto. I will miss the good times, the conversations – and yes – even the disagreements. I will keep your vision and spirit with me, and do everything I can to honor your memory and your life. My baby boy is still to young to understand, but someday he will come to know who you were – and I can only hope that he will be wise enough to understand your vision for a better, and more just world.

Along those lines, I can only ask that we all stop to think about those conversations that I know we all shared with you. Think long…and think hard – and then stop thinking – and simply act.

My favorite quote of the night…”Let’s all meet at Otto.” Indeed! I look forward to the time we can all meet at Otto again, but until then, I’ll strive to make my current world a better place by continuing what he started!

Peace, love, and dance…always,
-matt